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I think it is objectively funny that no matter how many sites I visit more frequently than this one dreamwidth is permanently stuck on my browser page. I lowkey started shitposting on tumblr again (and mostly just taking an internet break due to stuffz) but i look at dreamwidth and I just go. so pawsome, that it exists, even if not in use for me.
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sorry ive been dead i could genuinely vent someone's ear off in this state but I CONTINUE TO LIVE for my gay boys and the like. happy new year!!! Long story short ive noticed that im the type of person who fell through the cracks so i should just live my life and be gayer for my girlfriend (fictional) on main (more so probably just here because theres like,,, no good social media platforms for that imo gkhg) because no one's looking my way anyway. but designing a persona that isnt just dipshit again is, HARD!!! for a persona ive had for like 12 years ive never drawn well enough to post but that's my goal... for my girlfie... who i hold dearly. also i cracked one of my teeth and have to wait until the 23rd AT LEAST for my insurance to come back basically because my dumbass didnt know i had to renew it (at least it's not another infection??). we are so livin idk theres a lot more than that a lot is beating me down and i might be a little mentally loopy atm but im trying to do things that make me a little hopeful to keep going and i just went. my ficto girlfriend. my weird dog guy (dipshit). and the continuous effort ive put in last year to be more of a, go-getting guy... not much has changed functionally ithink but im placing down bricks !!! I just hope the bricks, actually make something eventually. hm.

anyway oh i also drew this!!!!!!!!! my fursona im rlly proud of it C: im peak at drawing myself but differently each time

read more for the tiniest bit of gore, it's really cartoony but up to you! )
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one !!! and a half weeks of my trimester to goo.... so much to do so little thoughts. I'm proud of myself for how far i've come !! I check this place more often than i chatter, so sorry if i seem distant but dreamwidth is so cool still,.

I decided that every month break i get i'd pick a project and work on it consistently. Something selfish for me to do inbetween dedicated work blocks. but truth be told every couple of days i get so so excited for Some Other Thing that I have no idea what I'll work on until the break's here i supposeee or if i'll even stick to one thing at all. As long as I get some time for frolic and whimsy I'll be okay kghg

umm other than that mostly just complaining. but like, i really can't get too fussy atm bc i just think, only 3 more classes!! yay !

UMM one last final thing for the night, Im using my bluesky ! but some clear expectationery boundaries though, for better or for worse I expect my usage of the platform to be very networky? i miss seeing what my friends are doing, so im staring at them directly! But basically at this point i don't really see bluesky as a safe place to talk abt my personal interests. That's okay, not every platform has to be for everything, i have dreamwidth to post my dipshit if you ever wanna see him. I'm not particularly worried abt my online presences overlapping i just don't want them to get out of hand in the sharing department. but yeah! basically it's not moving or anything just an alternative if you wanna see my more "professional work" that i want to "market" (there is still fanart and im still a massive furfag) i just idk. go "maybe i should build this up if i ever wanna make merch or something" . theres a whole mess there haha

anyway, I hope people don't mind me following them from there !!! I'm hoping to get into some real mischief soon. 1 and a half weeks!!!

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Nov. 5th, 2024 12:52 am
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life is so wild. firstly the doctor complimented my secondary infection, he said it looks good and that I looked after it. Wow ! I got an A+ in infections.

secondly i found out that the neopets meetup event thats happening in my city is being run by someone i met at a friend's wedding??? I don't know if they remember me, we only really chatted once. but that's so cool! I hope i'm not killed on sight for being slightly awkward GHKG

i am working hard on my essay it is about over the garden wall.... and then last night as I was working on it, with a "uploaded 30 minutes ago" i see a brand new over the garden wall short on my recommended youtube page. sorry guys i think i did that

OH WAIT I HAVE. DIPSHIT TO POST




why are they not the same height nor width im gonna cry no its fine look at my funny dogs i love them
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I have another infection X: and this time it is on my dominant hand. ughh
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so for awhile ive wanted to take pictures of the lego boxes i get because i noticed that we get the box art without any of the set specific marketing but i think having the whole thing is good for preservation. but, most lego sets are too big for me to scan ofc. does this look okay? i tried to take a really clear photo with natural sunlight. i have images of the other sides too but wanted to check first or if people have suggestions? yay! thank u
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im unsure what im spending my time on atm so you have to take him. you have to take him. you have to accept him into your heart and home and bank account you have too

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Oct. 29th, 2024 11:56 pm
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i found out today that the reason why i feel sick on my school campus is because the building sways. im on a high floor on a very tall building and it triggers my motion sickness whenever my post nasal drip spikes up because the BUILDING . SWAYS
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the thing they don't tell you about being a working boy is that you're up to ur ass in shit . i took today off bc i needed one but i gotta get caught up with readinggg and cleaning. :X idk how to use social media anymore! ive just never been much of a talker i think. i am building a lego set thats my gay little secret my mum wants me to pack to move next year and i said hello set 80046 monkie kid's cloud airship ages 7 and up
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ive been having a really really hard week and went "wow i didnt realise how well off i was doing for a bit there. like i tasted normalcy for the first" and my friend hit me with the "i did. i noticed because you stopped gore-ing red son" AND I HKGKHG ??? the way i just replied "...I'm sorry red son" like the rodrick going im sorry women clip
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sometimes i think about that twitch partner that stole and recoloured my fursona for his pngtuber. what was that. thats like the only time anything has ever happened to me. i think the only thing worth mentioning about the situation is that he took my grayscale red panda and put the orange back into him. and called him a cat. he put the red back in the panda is that like deadnaming or

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Oct. 17th, 2024 12:25 am
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dipshit with one of those small handheld electronic fans bc red is continuously throwing a fit in his garage back and forth and dipshit just has to lazily wait for him to wear out about it (fire demon context)

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Oct. 16th, 2024 02:11 pm
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i wish i could just use tumblr like everyone else i knowww

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Oct. 15th, 2024 12:50 am
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i got an ipad to draw on for my commutes and i named it chariot C: my computer is named sparkledog and my mp3 player is named clarence and my drawing tablet is named silkeyy . my phone doesnt have a name but i whisper for it to just die already constantly so maybe it associates itself with that. idk its the same association as you feel more grounded if you can identify the plants around you i think. i am surrounded by tools and gadgets but we've gone through thick and thin and this is represented of that

well chariot is the new guy. and clarence i still need to fix KGHKG im falling a bit behind in everythingg whoops

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Oct. 11th, 2024 11:42 pm
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i was on a news site and the adblocker popup came up and i merely just clicked on the button that read "disable adblocker". and it took me to a wiki how article on how to . disable my adblocker. australian geographic

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Oct. 8th, 2024 05:35 pm
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i couldn’t pay attention in my class today i got so distracted by the person sitting next to me who opened up their ms paint file with buzz light year and woody kissing and the text “andy is fucking dead”, saved it on the class computer titled “THIS IS A VIRUS”, opened up maya to perfectly 3d model a rat with glowing eyes for them to duplicate it so three of them were circling a much smaller rat in the middle to which they proceeded to title “mircle of childbirth”, then went upon their day to continue working on their ref sheet on their tablet

i’ve gotta up my game the only thing i made in class was myself panic

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Oct. 5th, 2024 09:37 pm
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unrelatedly i am literally always on the lookout for good cluster b related resources or content tbh if anyone has any recommendations weee btw i love u
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what if red son had deteriorating eye sight. What if his glasses are functional but he’s had them for so long that he quite literally outgrew them but he’s scared of change when it comes to his objects. i both don’t like this because this implies him misreading that flyer was not due to him being a bit of a dumbass but i also like it bc i like things i can prove and that’s plausible. we can also say both reasons are why he didn’t pick up on that. i’m just kind of silly over red having trouble but being too stubborn to admit it. dipshit would laugh at every little mistake he makes and red would be like “i can’t admit i’m struggling with this. a sign of weakness. a mere opening for someone to strike” but if dipshit ever actually found out why red was having issues he would just be like “oh. let’s get you to an optometrist”. dude would not apologise for past behaviour but would definitely not find it funny anymore HKGK
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