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sometimes i think about that twitch partner that stole and recoloured my fursona for his pngtuber. what was that. thats like the only time anything has ever happened to me. i think the only thing worth mentioning about the situation is that he took my grayscale red panda and put the orange back into him. and called him a cat. he put the red back in the panda is that like deadnaming or

i couldn’t pay attention in my class today i got so distracted by the person sitting next to me who opened up their ms paint file with buzz light year and woody kissing and the text “andy is fucking dead”, saved it on the class computer titled “THIS IS A VIRUS”, opened up maya to perfectly 3d model a rat with glowing eyes for them to duplicate it so three of them were circling a much smaller rat in the middle to which they proceeded to title “mircle of childbirth”, then went upon their day to continue working on their ref sheet on their tablet

i’ve gotta up my game the only thing i made in class was myself panic

today I had my first official class... It was okay! I'm kind of anxious because I was hoping for practical work and am met with THEORY but I'm still excited to learn.. I just hope I can academic write well ! I WASN'T SICK TODAY EITHER !! often times when I go out to the city, my post-nasal drip gets the better of me and I'm out for the rest of the night. I'm certainly tired but !! my stomach feels fine! I knew I could work around it, but every bit of proof that I can find gives me hope for the future that I can functionally hold a professional job one day, y'know? I'm currently a full time carer, so I'm part-time studying, and I think that schedule really works out for my situation.... oh my god all the ladies at my op shop when I tell them I'm on a carer pension are like "deary me, you're so young!" but twice so far the people at my uni reacted with a "GET THAT COINN" so, ! certainly interesting! I'm just a guy who works from home !

and omg... being able to say i'm excited to learn is wild in itself! apart of me feels like i don't deserve to be excited for it? Like, i know it's normal to be!!! and even good to be!! But I'm not good at expressing myself in person and usually bad things happen when I try and look forward to things, so mostly I just say im determined to be here !!!!! and that kind of meets somewhere in the middle. I need a win and im determined to work for it GHGKH

umm !! I have, a follow up doctor appointment tomorrow, so hopefully i get the clear on that and I don't have to make yet another, follow up. And then the day after another class, and then I'm free for the week ^w^ yay !